So suffering

I dunno why so suffer this few days, and my heart seem suddenly stop beating for about few second just like heart attack.I feel stress because my coursework not so excellent that i expect so i think start to think about negatively. haizzzz,so how and what is the solution?So help me please.

Start A New journey for the year 2010 (start form this sem)

안녕하세요I didn't update my blog for about ..em ... let me think ......is about 8 month ......maybe . Now i currently is a repeat student of the second year. haizzzz i repeat that my CGPA is below 2 .haizzz not enough hard work blame myself. Even my aunt call me to go for the fingerprint analysis that which road is a correct path to study. And also call me to Transfer to UTAR for study scare me study crazy .Haizzz, i not so easily to crazy.haizzz. gambateh for my self have a better result and stop be worried to my mum again. fighting. now i want to find a part-time job in the fair to easily to planned my time .Hehe also can knew each other in the fair also maybe can know a GF for myself lahh.HAHA안녕 당신은 다음을 참조(bye-bye see u next time)

annyeong dangsin-eun da-eum-eul chamjo

I seem keep my family worried.HAIZZZ so useless son of me

i seem so useless to my family always keep them worried especially my mom.She always worried about me and she now almost want to reach age of 50.and i keep on make her worried. So they always mother is the one who give a big support to the children. This month is quiet like almost got big problem in my family. Last week, my grand-mom seem very suffer from breath because her lungs contain a lot of water so she cannot drink so much water.My parents brings her to hospital SJMC at subang jaya to see the specialties.Then i receive a call that they will come to visit me. when i go down to see them seem that my mum very tired of working that without my help. I just want to say sorry mum i can't help within few week.Then i want to standby for my repeat of course and this one i want to make more focus to it. if not i will throw my family's faces away. i still 2 more paper aways the BE that i take sure DEAD. so i want to make sure that my CGPA will over 2.0 because last time i got 2.3 haizzzzz. i dunno why that the subject can get A why why i want to get fail because 1 fail i seem that i feel i don't to tell my mum about it (scare make her worried) i want to pass and my target is get a master degree on accounting i want to proceed there . Since that study for two year in this college, i just wonder that did i study in a true course that i want. IT IS OR NOT!! My aunt seem scare me study until that i will go to the mental hospital or suicide in the future.oh please i won't do this silly this. So she ask me change to UTAR, my mind say what there also will make crazy lah please, 1 one fail = repeat. i don't want. OKAY please hope i can get pass 2.0 please thanks god.i already half year didn't update my blog so sorry. And my mum thanks for your support and i love u forever." Sarang hae yo omma"