Tuesday, August 10, 2010

So suffering

I dunno why so suffer this few days, and my heart seem suddenly stop beating for about few second just like heart attack.I feel stress because my coursework not so excellent that i expect so i think start to think about negatively. haizzzz,so how and what is the solution?So help me please.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Start A New journey for the year 2010 (start form this sem)

안녕하세요I didn't update my blog for about ..em ... let me think ......is about 8 month ......maybe . Now i currently is a repeat student of the second year. haizzzz i repeat that my CGPA is below 2 .haizzz not enough hard work blame myself. Even my aunt call me to go for the fingerprint analysis that which road is a correct path to study. And also call me to Transfer to UTAR for study scare me study crazy .Haizzz, i not so easily to crazy.haizzz. gambateh for my self have a better result and stop be worried to my mum again. fighting. now i want to find a part-time job in the fair to easily to planned my time .Hehe also can knew each other in the fair also maybe can know a GF for myself lahh.HAHA안녕 당신은 다음을 참조(bye-bye see u next time)
annyeong dangsin-eun da-eum-eul chamjo

Sunday, April 18, 2010

I seem keep my family worried.HAIZZZ so useless son of me

i seem so useless to my family always keep them worried especially my mom.She always worried about me and she now almost want to reach age of 50.and i keep on make her worried. So they always mother is the one who give a big support to the children. This month is quiet like almost got big problem in my family. Last week, my grand-mom seem very suffer from breath because her lungs contain a lot of water so she cannot drink so much water.My parents brings her to hospital SJMC at subang jaya to see the specialties.Then i receive a call that they will come to visit me. when i go down to see them seem that my mum very tired of working that without my help. I just want to say sorry mum i can't help within few week.Then i want to standby for my repeat of course and this one i want to make more focus to it. if not i will throw my family's faces away. i still 2 more paper aways the BE that i take sure DEAD. so i want to make sure that my CGPA will over 2.0 because last time i got 2.3 haizzzzz. i dunno why that the subject can get A why why i want to get fail because 1 fail i seem that i feel i don't to tell my mum about it (scare make her worried) i want to pass and my target is get a master degree on accounting i want to proceed there . Since that study for two year in this college, i just wonder that did i study in a true course that i want. IT IS OR NOT!! My aunt seem scare me study until that i will go to the mental hospital or suicide in the future.oh please i won't do this silly this. So she ask me change to UTAR, my mind say what there also will make crazy lah please, 1 one fail = repeat. i don't want. OKAY please hope i can get pass 2.0 please thanks god.i already half year didn't update my blog so sorry. And my mum thanks for your support and i love u forever." Sarang hae yo omma"

Friday, November 27, 2009

NBDC over already......but bad things happen

finally the Blood Donation Campaign finally over.......
the last target is 1853 people... whaaa, it seem little bit more my august one ..
after finish is clean up but this BDC clean up seem very faster than other bdc
maybe the things we use is less than previous one...
but i heard someone say that the fucker head scold in front of the member ..
ohhhhh, what the fuck that useless person know how to use mouth but don't take action...
i hate that person how to use mouth..
stupid and foolish
but the celebration is still on and i saw is a lot of group gather
don't know what happen let them happy to forget the happen have before.
i always every day sleep in front of my com.
haizzz
now i can sleep more haha

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

hai.back for the blog

i haven't touch my blog almost one month.haha
u know why??
is busy.......the lauching need to ask everything..
haizzzz
but thanks for shiang teng help to do everything...
thanks you...gamsahamida
then need to do until midnight everyday..

Thursday, October 22, 2009

I afraid to tell the result to my mum

How I want to tell my mum about my this type of result. how?
Everyone please tell me, I already put afford on it but
I can't get the flying colour result.How??
!!!HELP ME!!!
After seeing the result, I fell very down for about one day
eventhought my friend keep asking my result,
I always tell them I not in the good mood.
haizzzzzz
after that, i go out dinner with my friend then my mum call
I quiet afraid her because she the one who help me a lot
if i tell her the result.
I scare she will very sad about it.HOW i want to tell her how......
and i tell her that i haven't check my result(actually I already check my result)
so how please tell me how..
this semester i must put a lot of afford........
gambateh and i must clear the resit...
please let me pass all the subject...
please ...
きちもこちかいくもにみちとくちみ

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

I start very ill....Right Now..

These few days, I fill very ill from the day that i come back from my hometown,
now my body fell very ache and heaty,
I did call my mum yesterday to tell the condition but I make my parents very worried
because it is a very distance from the home
so to all my friends take care of ourselves now that we know we are almost adult
during my class my uncle call me that need to sent me clinic for a check
but i reject it because i still got hand and leg with me
i fell very sorry about that to make me very worried,haizzz.....

My result will be published soon in about 3 to 4 hours, haizzz
wish me luck.....to all friend who study SBS hope get a flying colour in the result..
Gambateh.....Aza Aza Fighting........